s.a.m (F1-11)

Life has suddenly got a lot less shit :)

2005-09-04T01:54:02Z

It's amazing, danny was only saying a few hours ago that good things will come of all this eventually. If David hadn't dumped me I wouldn't have been depressed and Danny wouldn't have suggested that we go to Roberta Lee's to take my mind of things. Well would you have thought it, everyone was saying how amazing I looked, including the manager and he offered me a job saying that I was just the kind of extravagant looking person he has looking for to work there.
Things are certainly looking up
Thank you David.

life is a poo poo head!!!!

2005-09-02T20:46:55Z

Well, INFEST was brill, had such a great time and got reacquainted with lots of old friends. The problems started when we got back.
As a lot of you probably know, me and David have moved in together, a nice little flat in southport. For the past few weeks a girl called Tina from liverpool has been texting david, feeding him Ket and coke and telling him how much she loves him. When we got back from infest he split up with me saying that he needed to get his head sorted. He is currently in liverpool with her (probably having sex with her). Why every fucking summer the same :(

beby_sam @ 2005-06-05T18:23:00

2005-06-05T17:39:27Z

Hay, not updated this thing in ages, Davis's at work and I'm all bored and stuff so what the hey. humm, so whats been happening in the land of me...

I past my level one hairdressing and only have two more days left in college then its the holidays, yay!!

Saving up for infest, which is hard when you are skint.

Seeing NIN next month (jumps around grinning like a maniac)

And in big news, me and David are moving to manchester in september, yes, we are finaly getting out of shitty southport. I have got an interveiw at stockport college tomorrow so I can carry on my course, gotta be up at 6:00am tomorrow though so I will prob look like shit (good job I don't have to do anything with my hair).

And thats about it for now, will prob update again in another 6 months

bye for now

beby_sam @ 2004-11-30T14:06:00

2004-11-30T14:14:00Z

Twas Area D3E the other night, twas a great success. My 21st went well apart from I was ill (thank you for the text Ruby, was much appreciated :)). Sorry I didn't go to sanc, was dying in bed, hope it all went well anyway. College is going well, we started on cutting today (have only cut myself once). Not done much else really, See everyone at the new years sanc if not before ^_^.

beby_sam @ 2004-09-24T17:27:00

2004-09-24T16:33:37Z

Can't really think of what I've been doing, not updated in a long time.
Infest was excellent, Sanctuary was lotsa fun, Been staying at Davids for the past week or so and much fun was had. College is great and I'm really enjoying the course and thats about it.

stolen from doc_nocturne

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

I gots a flat!!!!!

2004-08-26T23:52:49Z

Hiya people, I am no longer in that little room,I've got a flat now, I HAVE MY OWN KITCHEN! YAY!! I can have visitors now so David will be V pleased :)

Can't wait to see everyone today at Infest, tis gonna be lotsa fun ^_^

Not much else has been happening, Gonna start college on the 6th so that will be fun.

Bye for now
xxx

beby_sam @ 2004-08-14T13:11:00

2004-08-14T12:26:46Z

Well, a lot of shit has happened so I'm gonna try and shorten it.

Moved in to new place in southport, it's a hostel with about 20 other people living there. Very happy to be away from my mum at last and I have settled in nicely. Everyone is really nice apart from one little bitch who I will get round to destroying when I can be bothered (I'm gonna get to her soooo bad she will wish she had never been born!!!!!!)

Saw i robot on tuesday with David, my dad and my brother. The film was excellent, defiantly a must see.

Finding that it is quite hard to keep track of money when you are paying rent and buying food and stuff, suppose I will get used to budgeting properly with practice.

Hope everyone is well, gonna try to save some money for sanc so hopefully see you all soon.

Yay! Yay! Yay!

2004-07-28T23:13:59Z

I got the flat! I now officially have my own place :D and I will be moving in in 12hours 55mins. I made a start on getting my stuff together, I never realized just how much crap I owned, I've filled sooooooooooo many bags of stuff it's unbelievable. It's really strange seeing my room so empty and all my things packed away, it still hasen't really kicked in yet, I'M FINALLY GETTING AWAY FROM MY MUM!!!!!!!!!!!

beby_sam @ 2004-07-25T15:31:00

2004-07-25T14:40:54Z

Well, Sarah STILL hasen't had her baby and she is getting really frustrated now coz it's 6 days overdue. Good news on my behalf, I might have a place to live on monday YAY, finally, my own place where I can do whatever I want :).

Got to go to Aintree tomorrow to the hospinsiddl for scans and other shit, getting a bit bored of it now, just want everything to get sorted. It would be just my luck that Sarah will go in to labor when I'm on my way to the hospital just to make things really difficult *gurrrr*.

Hope everyone is well and hopefully I will see people soon.

Bye for now

Hiya, I'm still alive :)

2004-07-04T16:29:33Z

Sorry I haven't been out recently, been recovering from some slight mental illness and I'm on 24 hour baby watch so I can't leave the southport area incase Sarah has the baby (I'm looking after Nathan). Will be able to come out again soon ^_^...

keep the scene warm for me :P

beby_sam @ 2004-06-12T17:07:00

2004-06-12T16:17:30Z

Sorry I didn't go to sanc, still not well :(. Seeing a phycoligyst soon so hopefully my probs will be sorted and I won't feel ill anymore :). Spent the night at my friend Sarah's last night having lessons on looking after Nathan (I'm looking after him when Sarah goes in to have the new one so I needed lessons on changing nappies etc). Had a freaky dream last night about a strange mutant thing ripping my hands off with its teeth, twas very vivid and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.

beby_sam @ 2004-05-29T12:21:00

2004-05-29T11:29:19Z

My parents went on holiday last week so i had a bit of a party ay mine, twas fun. Still not well but getting better, my diatition said I can start eating again soon so maybe I will put on a bit of wheight. was out in the sun the other day and I have taned on one side and not the other (straing). Cant think of anyhting else to say so hear is a silly little thing I got of Jay

B	Bright
E	Excellent
B	Bubbly
Y	Yucky
_
S	Spunky
A	Accurate
M	Mushy

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

photie

2004-05-16T18:00:06Z

this is a pic of me from Area D-3e

beby_sam @ 2004-05-16T18:22:00

2004-05-16T17:26:02Z

Sorry I couldn't be at sanc :( haven't been well, been fainting all over the place and stuff. I heard it was a success, that makes me happy. I'll be sore to be at the next one.

Area D-3E

2004-04-10T23:43:49Z

Well the club was a complete success, everyone enjoyed it :). Ryan's set was class, David was a great host and my decor went down well and many photos were taken and they will be put on the website http://www.D3E.co.uk

There will definitely be another one coz we are so proud, it went so well.

I am so tired now, my feet are killing me from dancing for the whole 5 hours (was supposed 4 hours but they let us stay open for and extra hour :)

All in all, cool night.

FUCKING DOCTORS

2004-04-02T19:31:40Z

do you want to hear one of the biggest fuck ups in the world? well I'll tell you.

I ran out of my medicine today so got a new prescription from my doctor ( bearing in mind that this is the medicine that I really need in order to travel or do anything!)
I pick up my prescription and then find out that she has given me the wrong thing! instead of the 200ml of stemitel she has given me 1000ml of cola-fack which I stopped taking when I was about 16. To make things worse it's a weekend so I can't get it sorted til monday! balls!

Hospitals, yuck!

2004-03-30T22:46:53Z

I had to go to the hospital again today to see a dietitian, had to wait for an hour to see her and then I was only in their for about 10 minuets. I have to go on a hight fiber and low fat diet for a month and see if I feel any better, bit shit but at least we are starting to get some were :)

beby_sam @ 2004-03-27T23:14:00

2004-03-27T23:26:42Z

Sanc went V well, had lots of fun. Went back to Toms and Dolly matt was sick 3 times witch messed me up a bit :(, got lots of support from people so thanks to people who were looking after me. Hope matts OK now, he was a sleep when I left. David has fucked off to London so I am feeling lonley and a little worried about him. I'm at my mate Sarahs house now talking baby stuff.

Now a word from Sarah
you can take those thinking caps off now the name has been decided it is ,wait for it (drum roll).....Connor!

I didn't bother going to ju jitsu today, was too tired. I GOT IN TO COLLEGE, YAY!!!!

bye for now

beby_sam @ 2004-03-18T22:53:00

2004-03-18T23:06:58Z

Well, first things first.

I've started doing ju jitsu and it is mucho fun, acquired a few bruises but it's to be expected.

My friends Sarah and Shane have had there final scan and they are having another little boy ^_^. They do have a problem though, they haven't thought of a name yet and need a little help. The rules are:
It can't begin with an N
It can't begin with an M
It can't begin with a K or C
It can't sound anything like Nathen, Martin or Kasia

Can you see why they are having trouble?

I have an interview on the 26th to get on to a hair dressing course at southport college, hope I get it. *worried*

and lastly, I'm fucking ill again!!! basted, I always seem to catch every bug thats going round :(, should be OK for sanc though.

beby_sam @ 2004-02-28T21:16:00

2004-02-28T21:27:32Z

Sanctuary was a success last night, had mucho fun and got to see Ruby and Kit again which was really nice :). Was a bit late arriving coz Dave was working late and it tuck ages to get my hair done, it went down well though, everyone liked it. Went back to Toms and had more fun and actual managed to get some sleep which is a rarity. Went shopping, Dave got some new trousers the went home. To round up, Had a good weekend.

beby_sam @ 2004-01-21T21:46:00

2004-01-21T22:11:06Z

Well, I have had good experiences and bad recently.

God things:

Dave's parents went away for two weeks so we got a chance to have some people round and have a little fun :). i got the chance to try pills for the first time which was most enjoyable and i think I will defiantly be doing it again. I also got to try mushrooms and that was one of the best experiences I have had! same again, I will defiantly be doing it again. Also me and Dave have had a chance to se what it will be like when we are living together and we got on really well and managed to keep the house clean and tidy.

Bad things:

I got a chest infection and was in a pretty bad way (I was coughing so much i was nearly being sick and I was having trouble breathing. I had to go to the out of hours clinic at the hospital and the doctor told me that I might have asthma as well as a chest infection. At the mo I am taking antibiotics that make me feel like shit and I am still having trouble breathing and I am still coughing my guts out, it seems to be getting worse rather than better :(.

In all though the good things I have done far out way the bad in my eyes.

Hope everyone else is good and see ya @ sanctuary.

Sam
xxx

hospital horribleness

2003-12-09T18:03:21Z

I had to go to the hospital on Saturday to have a bowl x-ray and it was REALLY horrible!!!! To make it worse I asked the doctor what was wrong and she just said "I am not authorized to give you that information" so I am now shitting myself coz i don't know what is wrong with me :(. Oh well, I have only got to wait till the 9th of january to get my results.

over the past few days

2003-11-06T23:10:24Z

Things seem to be working themselves out at last. I have been more happy over the past week than I have in the past 2 months. I thought I new what I wanted and that I was doing what would make me fell happy, Like I had been missing out on something but I soon found out that it wasn't what I wanted and that I was making everyone look down on me and think that I am a slut etc. Now I have found what I was looking for and I feel like I can go back to being the old me again and not someone who is trying to be someone they are not! I am not going to get my hopes up on this coz I have learned that things don't always go according to plan, but I am going to try and just hope for the best :)

The weekend

2003-09-30T20:17:08Z

Well, the weekend went very well :). Sanctuary was excellent as usual and the after party was fun. On Saturday afternoon mw, J, Catherine and Jo went for our brecky in quiggs then me and J went to manchester, we got ready at Dans house then wet to sincity. Sincity was a lot of fun and i got plenty of good piccys. It was murder getting back to dan's house but I managed to not throw up :). I chilled out when I got back then went to bed. Dan had to get up early for work on sunday and woke me up, I spent the rest of the day watching Count Duckula with J and Emma then i went home.

Yesterday i had an interview at the job center to sort out my benefits, then i went to Sarahs house. I slept over and we got stoned and played scrabble (I didn't mean to get stoned, i picked up what i thought was my ciggy but it wasn't). Today i went in to Liverpool and got my pink swears then I met up with Catherine and went to the swan. Now I am back home, chillin and showing my parents my photos :).

SHIT!!!!!!

2003-09-12T22:56:29Z

Well, It's official, my mum has disowned me. I saw my doctor today and she basically told me that I was too ill and should quit my job and claim disability benefits. I have also been told to move out of my house and get my own place so i am not in a stressfull environment anymore. Not a problem you will say, but my mum has used this as an excuse to tell me that i am an embarrassment to the family, I am a useless no hoper who will become a prostitute and that she officially disownes me. She dosen't seem to relies that she is the one making my illness worse and there is know way of getting it through to her. I really can't wait till I move to liverpool, has anyone got any advice for getting reasonably cheep accommodation in liverpool town center?